CUSTOMER SERVICE REPRESENTATIVE CS HIGH HEEL

MY FIRST HIGH HEEL

It's time for me to show all the sorrow. It is about what I am doing now, what job I currently do. I work as "Customer Service Representative" after being transferred to other division---my division director resign---in one of International company. Well, work as a customer representative is just like wearing a "high heel". When I wear high heel maybe I look pretty, much taller and also looks mature, but I have to admit that that's only the surface. I look pretty, taller, and look mature as an employee, but deep inside is actually I don't want to wear it. It's so comfortable when I take out my high heel and step my foot directly touch the ground. I feel I am reborn as a human being, a truly human being whose life is free. 

And! Work as "Customer Service Representative" is as hard as wearing a high heel. I have to be mature in answering questions, I have to be nice in handling the customer and also I have to take whatever "bullshit" that they dumped to me (a complain in how company provide the service). Damn!

When I get back home then I feel free. I can express all the feeling that I want to express, I can act like a child (childish), I can eat whatever kind of candies, I can wear whatever dress I want without considering people's opinion about me. Actually, I hate myself being a CSR, but I have no choice because I have to earn money for myself. I wish I can get my life partner as soon as possible. So I can say "good bye" to this company.
It's really hard for me to leave especially there are many good people who always open their hand to help me. Thanks to Maria Umbaran, Pak Rezong Jik, Bu Nur Terkasih, Mas Bro Uang Pak Ardi and for Janata who brings joy to my life, who color my life and also who give hard me time (maksud lo?)---Oceans Thanks---... The End..